BE-fitting Room

If

2011-02-15T09:12:00.000-08:00

i love you like i say i do why do i not spend more time with you?
i want to know your thoughts more why do i not read more of you?
i long to see you why do i not wait for you to come to me?
or why do i not come to you?
i have grown cold, indifferent why is that? not bc of you; its me!
forgive me for being so distant and aloof. i know you love me!!

Healing

2010-08-17T11:31:00.001-07:00

watching Tony Kemp on It's Supernatural. something stirred within me. And the Lord began to speak "i will tighten your belt, tighten, tigthen your belt." Do you know what the belt of God is? study to show yourself approved. i've not posted for so long. it feels good to be on my blog.

flowers

2010-04-19T00:05:00.000-07:00

yesterday my hubby gifted me with a beautiful bouquet of flowers

and a wonderful card just to say "i love you." he's the greatest!

i have been decluttering my home.

i mean really decluttering.

this past week i cleaned out my dining room and living room

and rearranged them.

the most amazing thing - i was able to release two pieces of

furniture that belonged to my FIL. what a freeing moment.

New Song

2010-04-19T00:02:00.000-07:00

yesterday my son gave me the most wonderful gift. He had written a new song and let me listen to it. He said he was thinking of me when he wrote it. I have not had a cleansing cry, major sobbing broke out while listening to him sing. Thank you God so much for this wonderful gift!

Is There Room

2009-11-20T11:51:00.000-08:00

i wonder do you have more room for me? to live in the moment and trust for now. is that possible? can i keep my eyes on thee? will i stand when having done all else, will i continue to stand? what a joy to shed the tears in prayer this morning as a friend prayed for us. CmE.

tears of joy

words can not express

what's best left unsaid

liquid prayers to You

i give this day. my best!

Memorize Scripture

2009-11-14T13:01:00.000-08:00

Beginning with Psalm 1 - Blessed is the man that walketh not in the counsel of the ungodly.... nor standeth in the way of sinners, nor sitteth in the seat of scorners.

ok Lord i need you to improve my mind, renew my mind, creat a right spirit within me.

Mtn Prayer

2009-09-28T04:27:00.000-07:00

today i've decided to fast and seek God's face, meditate on His Word and hide it in my heart that i might not sin against Him.

Wonder, glory, majesty - Words, no more than words, but life themselves. I'm beginning to realize the pulse, the breath, the depth of life Words carry.

To know You as "The Word Of God". oh Lord teach me! Your daughter desires to know you.

I remembered my friend calling me the next day after her vivid picture of a canvas being splashed with color and telling me she knew it was God's glory. That was what she was seeing - God's glory.

Lord of Wonder

2009-09-27T04:39:00.000-07:00

beyond our galaxy. You are holy, holy, holy. Wow Lord i stand truly in amazement at the wonder of your hands. In this past month so many wonderful things have transpired for me that You take my breath away. My Beloved - i love it, can say it and now believe it - unconditionally.

You loved me, you love me and will always love me.

Hearts On Fire

I love when you had Gwen rock me and sing "Jesus loves Me" to me during the healing service. How personal you are, how you touch the inner depths of our soul if we allow You to. Amazing God, Caring Father, Lover of my soul. You healed a deep, deep longing in my soul from childhood - to be held by my mother and told i was loved. You completed only what you know how to do best - heal a broken memory!!

how can i thank you, Lord. Show me how to encourage others in Your Love.

A Painted Picture

2009-08-25T10:13:00.000-07:00

oh wow! God what an amazing gift you gave me this morning talking with my friend, Lyn.
her pic you were painting in her mind as i talked about the cancer and how i look at it was a gift to me she will never know just how much it meant to me. aMaZing
i find myself not being able to express in words what i am feeling - the joy - the peace You are giving me and the Love feel in You - well - i can't express it. i think i will just enjoy it and live in "WONDER".

that is the new word for 2010 for me - You chose it - i'll learn to live it and begin to express it in my life. what a privilege. You chose me long ago. thank you for loving me.

i love her last color of yellow - and how she expressed as words were being spoken strokes were being put on the canvas in her mind.

Peace bc He Loves Me

2009-08-19T10:04:00.000-07:00

thank you God for the amazing way you speak to me. I know you love me. BUT when you express it personally - well that is just iciing on the cake.

I am reading the book you led me to buy in Walmart. HE LOVES ME by Wayne Jacobsen.
thank you, thank you, thank you.

Your Love is more powerful than any fear that might try to come upon me, Lord.
My middle son's dream was so powerful, capture his heart Lord and bring him back to YOU.

A Hit Already Filtered

2009-08-17T03:30:00.000-07:00

ok Lord that hit yesterday seemed pretty powerful. at least the punch felt like a KOA. But quickly i realized the enemy was coming through my son. You have to work it out and open our eyes to see and our ears to hear. I know what it seems like to him but You know his father and i would never do anything to intentionally hurt him.

i must admit it took a little longer for that arrow to be removed than most. You are faithful to your Word. i need to keep my shield up and all my armor on. Wonder how sleeping in that armor feels? i will trust in You no matter how it feels. Feelings can be deceiving.

Dear God

2009-08-14T00:32:00.000-07:00

what do i do when i'm not sure this surgeon is the right one? i trust Y0u for all things.
i've laughed at how you've met my hubby right where his faith stops and have enlarged it.
i've laughed when working on a project you interjected i have a guardian angel and called him Mr. Bubbles. brought back many wonderful memories when my sons were young.

what are you doing with A & C's breakup? keep their eyes fixed on you not themselves.

and back to doctor's - i really, really want to know this is right for me. i'm not asking for any
signs. i just want a peace about it from You.

oh and thanks for my friend sending me the joy song and bubbling up. and her sharing about joy, about champagne bubbling up at a wedding - makes me think of Song of Solomon and we are the Bride of Christ. what a wedding feast with You one day!!!

i listened to our prophetic Word and hubby would have no part of it. change his heart and attitude Lord.

and i'm thankful you seem to making a way for son to live partially in R this semester. that would be another God wink through hubby.

i'm so thankful You loved me enough to send Your Son, Jesus, to bear all my sin and disease so i would be free to live for you.

Words We Heart Together

2009-08-08T03:03:00.000-07:00

The month of August began like any other month - fast-paced and same-ole'-same-ole'. But not for long. A trip to the fire dept then to ER would lead down a road not traveled by me but by many others. It would be the beginning of getting acquainted with PINK. So now i knew why the Lord had directed me to begin this new blog in pink. Where am I going, Lord, it does not matter as long as I go with YOU.

Yesterday began with a surgeon's visit to see what he was thinking. I don't think he really cares much what i am thinking. A few scarcastic remarks set me not feeling 100% he is the doctor for me. We'll see. I would like the bedside manner to be pleasing too. Then headed to my naturopathic for advise. Had something similar to a massage on my electrical pulses. Very interesting.

So Lord i am directed back to Psalm 139 and how you formed me. You are a great God and greatly to be praised.

How do i represent YOU in all of this maze of decisions, Lord? Passion - i have a feeling i am going to begin to experience my passion, to live my passion more than ever.

Burning Passion

2009-07-01T05:18:00.000-07:00

Lord you directed my steps to the book section at Walmart yesterday. You orchestrated a moment of decision to purchase and devour "So You Don't Want To Go To Church Anymore -
an unexpected journey". My heart is filled with regret, longing, and passion. Regret that i have allowed myself to believe others can fill me with their understanding and knowledge of YOU.

A longing inside, deep inside, to get to know YOU even more intimate. That Song Of Solomon relationship. I'm wondering what does "passion" for YOU really look like, how does it really express its self? Michael West's "Motion" expresses some of what i feel but not even close.

Burning Passion, A Heart's Burning Passion to know YOU more!!

The Ultimate Surrender

2009-06-28T06:27:00.001-07:00

i'm thinking of you again, Lord Jesus. what you did for me, the ultimate price you paid for my freedom. the tears came on like a flood last night.

your beauty

your surrender
your loss my gain
your suffering my freedom

i become overwhelmed with the thoughts of it all
and
express my gratitude in a river of tears flooding down my face washing it clean.
washing me clean.

Firm Foundation

2009-06-26T19:47:00.000-07:00

in order for a dress to fit properly it has to be fitted to your body shape.

i loved working on a page for lady di, she is a wonderful steamstress and artist.

do you have a firm foundation in your life with Jesus Christ?

try it on and see if it fits, i challenge you!

Song Of Solomon Doodle

2009-06-24T15:12:00.001-07:00

i spent yesterday evening reading and reading the first several verses of SoS

my doodle page after reflecting on my Beloved scripture verse.

I am HIS Beloved

a kiss upon lips

name poured out

smell of sweet perfume

King's chambers

FRIENDS

BE-fitting Room

2009-06-23T07:15:00.001-07:00

BE-fitting Paper Doll

not sure why but felt compelled to begin a new blog

after watching Beth Moore speaking on her most desired goal ;

to feel the passion of knowing and loving God more.

TO BE totally in love - consumed with the love you express.

my goal - To BE fitting for the King of Kings.

Here's a question: why is it that we love anything vintage

meaning another word for old? and yet our society

disregards the wisdom of our elders?